#had to bitch about it somewhere
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so i have seasonal allergies. i've had them since i was like 14 years old, taking meds for them, whatever. no big deal. so monday, i had a sore throat, thought it was just my allergies, so i didn't really do anything about it. tuesday, the sore throat's gone, but i'm congested af, so congested my ears, jaw, and teeth hurt and i can't really hear well out of my ears. i assume this is a combo of my regular allergies (bc i usually have a little congestion even after i take my meds) and a cold since it literally happened overnight. now, i have a history of my congestion backing up into my ears and causing ear infections, it's happened several times. to prevent this, i decided to make an appointment at my local urgent care. i had to work tuesday night so i scheduled it for the following day at like 5 p.m. i was a little better yesterday, tho still more congested than usual, but my ears still kind of hurt so i decided to keep my appointment. i get there at 5 p.m. and end up having to wait until almost 5:30 to get called back; apparently they were short staffed. like, okay fine, understandable. so the nurse does the check in and does tests for the flu and covid to rule them out, and i then sit in the room for almost a fucking HOUR waiting for the doctor. at this point, if i hadn't already paid my co-pay, i would've just said fuck it and left. so the doctor finally comes in and i explain why i'm there. he checks my ears and is all 'oh yeah, there's def congestion and pressure!' like, no shit, sherlock. then he checks a few other things and proceeds to tell me that, since my flu and covid tests were negative, it's just my allergies. like, sir, no. it's definitely not JUST my allergies. they might be a contributing factor, sure, but they are not the sole cause. i try to tell him this respectfully, like well, my allergies are usually pretty bad but not this bad, and they don't usually get this bad in one fucking day. he says, 'oh well, allergies are really bad right now' (bro, y'all say this every fucking season like stfu). now, i just want to make sure i'm not going to get a fucking ear infection okay? like, i don't want to have to come back there bc this fucker decided it was just my allergies so i'm like 'okay well, what should i do? bc like you said, there's pressure and congestion and i don't want another ear infection.' so he prescribes an allergy med i've taken a few times before that kinda works and says that i should take it and also use a nasal spray (which i already do). then he's like 'okay byeeee' and leaves. so i paid $50 and waited an hour an a half for this mfer to try to tell me that this cold is just allergies. lol fuck off sir, idc that you have a medical degree, i know my body and this is not just fucking allergies. 🙄 *pops another dayquil*
that is all, tysm.
#venting about my doctor's appointment yesterday lol#it's nothing huge it's just that this doctor just annoyed the fuck out of me sorry#had to bitch about it somewhere#feel free to ignore
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Hoooooooly fucking shit oh my god my bones are hurting the worst they have in recent memory hurts so bad it woke me up from my sleep ow ow ow ow ow ow
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you know, an interpretation of ct that I don't see that I personally really love is that she's a fuck up. like yes she's cool and she has some good fight scenes, but a huge part of her character is that she makes mistakes. the mistakes that she makes are ones that on their own aren't the end of the world, but she keeps making these little mistakes, and they eventually add up until she's out of room to make any more.
a really good example of this phenomenon in action is the actions she took leading up to her final confrontation with carolina and tex.
strike one, she thought she saw something in the water, but when asked by the leader what it was, she brushed it off as nothing when even if it had been nothing, it would've been smart to tell him what she thought she saw.
strike two, she didn't sense or notice florida's presence when the leader did, and she looks at the leader twice, once as she pulled out her magnums, and again after she did a scan of the room, almost like she was looking at him for guidance before he finds florida and takes him out with one good axe throw.
strike three, she couldn't convince the leader to leave when they had the chance to get away, and her cheap tricks were not enough to hold off either tex or carolina in a fight. they were only good for incapacitating her opponents enough for her to get away, which doesn't work when she has no escape.
ct is not tex, or carolina, or south. she is not a one woman army who can get herself out of trouble when she's stuck in tough situations. she needs people who can watch her back, she need a team who can cover her when she does mess up, and the leader and his team were not those people. she couldn't bring herself to trust them, and they couldn't bring themselves to trust her, and that cost all of them their lives.
#i say i never see this interpretation of ct as if I'm not the only person having ct thoughts in 2024 lmao#red vs blue#rvb#agent connecticut#this is why wash and ct work so good together they function best in teams but theyre put in situations where theyre on their own#and they suffer because of it#but where wash had no choice in ending up w/o a team ct did#the ability to choose is a powerful tool. but being able to choose means that sometime somewhere someone will choose wrong#oh to further clarify the interpretation of ct I'm used to seeing is stereotypical hyper competent badass bitch type character#I've never really seen ct that way though tbh. she's a rebellious smart-ass who loves stating the obvious#it's honestly a pretty childish trait which i think goes well with her complex about being seen as a kid who needs excuses made for#her subpar performance in the field#basically in her head ct is james bond but in reality she's cringefail loser girl who wants to be a hero#you know what analyzing and discussing how heroism is viewed in rvb might be a pretty good essay#these colorful guys and gals aint heroes theyre all losers trying their best#anyway I'm off to attempt drawing a meta! tucker piece that may or may not turn out
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Ok, me @pirateshippotato and another one of our friends were talking about wich TFTSD interns could curse and while we agreed Kyborg would curse, but consider that he wouldn’t know what cursing is because he grew up in in the woods so he just didn’t even know the words were bad. And becuase Bart would only curse when gum gum wasn’t there and they were usually together so he wouldn’t hear Bart curse, and Mudd would only curse under his breath because he would have been taught to not curse but he would’ve done it under his breath anyways kyborgs wouldn’t have known what cursing was.
But when brink and kyborg started dating Brink would’ve called kyborg curse words in a sometimes endearing sometimes annoyed way but kyborg would’ve thought that it was just a term of endearment like babe or something that he didn’t understand that much but he probably would’ve thought it was just sweet slang.
But then he would’ve started using it back(wrong) and eventually used it on his freinds and Bart and Mudd would’ve just thought it was funny and not corrected him until he used it on gum gum and Bart would’ve angry that someone called gum gum a bad word and kind of confused and would’ve sat kyborg down and been like
“hey buddy do you know what those words mean?”
And kyborg would’ve been like “yeah it’s just a term of endearment”
And then Bart would’ve been like “no, it’s a bad word used as an insult”
And then kyborg would’ve had his entire world turned uplsidown and he would’ve gone home and just started incorrectly cursing at Brink and stuff would’ve happened
#tftsd#tales from the stinky dragon#stinkydragonpod#this was better in my head#also I’m just picturing kyborg going up to mudd like I love you you son of a bitch#but in an effort to be nice#and Mudd would’ve just tried really hard not to laugh#also I’m taking this time to say that I am trying to catch up on reblomging stuff but I might just ignore like 3 days#so sorry about that but I’ll be back on track soon#but also I just love the idea of kyborg just being like#“gum gum you mothetfucker#after gum gum had a really good idea#and Barts head would just slowly turn twords kyborg#and Mudd would’ve just looked and kyborg with so much judgement#and gum gum would just be kinda confused about what those words mean#or he would’ve known from somewhere and the smile would just be off his face cuz he just got called a mean word
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so this girl I've been opps with for months made a TikTok using a post I made referencing her and I made a 6 minutes grwm call out video on her and then she said she was gonna END IT??? on my moms wifi there's no way she said that after telling ppl abt my sh and making fun of me for going to the mental hospital
i cant do this vro like ackshually
#shes like very much alive btw#I literally hate her so much#shes the biggest bitch on GOD#speaking of big#she also fat shamed me by making a Roblox avatar of me months ago when I started dieting#THEN when she saw I was doing good she started posting disordered food pics on TikTok slide shows for attention when she very much is NOT#she also constantly brings up the fact I made tiktoks about her when she was making tiktoks Abt ME before I even HAD TIKTOK#she also called me an attention seeker for my self harm#throw that in there somewhere#I hate her#subtle brag but I lost 25 lbs after that video she made Abt me#I'm BETTER
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rehoming beloved OCs from abandoned projects into more well-kept projects and realising it gives them way more flavour than their original incarnation anyway <3
#this old project is so dead that i can't even remember if this bitch had a name#which is fine bc she deserves a new one anyway#i do think i have one old piece of art of her somewhere#probably a bunch of characters like this where i drew them once and thought about them forever but had no real use for them#but man i can put them all in the same universe and play with them like dolls. im allowed to do this.#it's my world and they're just living in it <3#the system speaks#my ocs
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The way you draw deltarune characters is so charming! Have you ever drawn King?
like twice lol
#ask#okayrigamarole#thats a fun username#i am a little bit of a king hater </3 dont like the way he treated lancer#although hes one of the backbones of why i like queenkaard so much because he doesn't seem to have been very good to any of them#i mean i think he and queen were mutually not good for each other at least dhjbsbdhfj#there's something about 3 people who have all been hurt by the same one dude coming together as a family thats sweet to me#also haha your exes are kissing#very interested to see where his character development goes. idk what the ending of this game is going to look like but i want to believe#that if you recruit all the darkners he might have a change of heart by the last chapter and become a better person#'ah i thought lightners were selfish but you're not so bad so maybe i was wrong' etc etc#meanwhile if you dont recruit everyone he stays a lil bitch dhjbbdjhsf#tldr I Dislike Him Respectfully and i dont really draw him cuz of that#ive drawn him a couple more times but just in sillie little doodles i never posted. i feel like i had a small comic somewhere i never finis#finished that he was slightly featured in. cant remember. i have like 25+ deltarune sketchdump files over these 3 years
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love to do wiki work. hate doing it. love hating it. hate loving it.
(my fun little js project that im way too proud of. i love to click buttons)
#i have to keep stopping myself from going on 2 hour research tangents on what exactly byakkos fit is#and when exactly china invented the four gods (somewhere between 2000BC and 1 kajillion BC)#“why do u do this stuff if ur always bitching about it” well u see i love loving it.#also “well someone else will probably do it” was also the attitude i had in 2018 about both translation and the wiki#and then fuck all happened in the next 3 years which is why im here now#and also bitching about it is my love language <3 would never bitch about something i dont love#anyway my life has just been working on the wiki for the past month i think im a husk of a human being
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I've been looking for this one au where Len basically becomes a mad scientist and turns his friends into robots one by one for a while now, and I'm beginning to realize that I just read through your blog while half asleep a few months back and mixed together my memories of your flower hivemind and composite au
this is very funny to me. i'm absolutely honored this blog's posts were enough to evil-farming-game an entire vocaloid au into your memories 😂
i can give you this doodle; it's composite au but i'm sure it'd fit very well with this theoretical mad scientist len au lololl
#ask#anonymous#this is ALSO funny to me bc of 'mad scientist' and 'flower hivemind au' in the same paragraph. it reminds me of an old scrapped idea#i had about where tf the flowers even came from in the first place but i ended up never doing anything w/ it#i've been thinking abt composite au though uag i want to do more w/ it... rip the unfinished refs and one google doc thing i have#shaking myself like ITS OKAY IF THE STORY KINDA SUCKS AT FIRST!! YOU NEED TO START SOMEWHERE#cus i mean i wouldve never gotten anywhere w/ Certain Things had i not started with the og shitty versions. which were SHIT#but its wild to think ~7 years later i transmogrified them into the things they are now. wack. makes me wonder what will happen#to stuff im making now later down the line if i go and revisit it. SO CONCLUSION YES BITCH GET OVER YOUR FUCKING ANXIETY#i think my other problem is i'd loveee to reveal it slowly with like art pieces comics etc but i dont got time for that 😔😔#CURSE WITH LITERALLY EVERYTHING I MAKE TBH not just fandom shit but original shit too. i need to get over myself#cause i do know respectfully not everyone has the skill/time/desire to pick apart things for symbolism so a clearer explanation#would prob be more accessible. and easier for ME TOO TO HAVE SHIT IN ONE FUCKING PLACE MAN. actually how i've been taking notes lately#sorry these are some longass fucking tags im talking to myself. just went into a new academic year w a lot of stress#so thinking abt my own crazy stories keeps me sane and makes me feel like i have control over at least SOME aspect of my life#anyways circling back mad scientist len sounds incredible lowkey though lmao. its always the stem lens 😔💔✌️#JK?? but i do joke abt composite au len partly going insane bc he's a biochem major essentially so yeah bitch i fucking get it 😭 no wonder#composite au#<- ??? putting that tag purely for organizational purposes
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doctor who is like: here is david tennant as the doctor, now before we get rid of him we’re going to have 2 doctors at once, then proceed to give david!doctor to a beloved companion for them to adopt into their family
#if i had a nickel for every time there has been 2 doctors where at least one of them is david tennant#who ends up giving up the big adventures to live a more domestic life with a companion he dearly loves#then i’d have 2 nickels. which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it’s happened twice#like ok get it#RTD does Not want to get rid of this man#there will always be a david tennant out there somewhere (with rose and now with donna)#we were all so sad about saying goodbye and watching him regenerate#and they were like. HAH Bitch You Thought???#can you believe we were worried about donna dying#they pulled a rose on us y’all !!! except. well. there’s no alternate universe to be trapped in this time#anyway#idk man i liked the special#silly knowing david could literally randomly show up at any point since he’s just chilling with donna and her family rn#doctor who#doctor who the giggle#doctor who spoilers#doctor who special spoilers
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Rereading Culling Games arc and some curious but noteworthy points:
Satoru asks that Yuuta look after the current 1st and 2nd years, especially Yuuji. Yuuta goes against this and joins forces with Yuji in ensuring Megumi's safety above all else HMMM
First name basis with Tsumiki HMMM
Clocks Megumi's distress before anyone else does while speaking with Tengen, and puts himself at risk to guarantee Tsumiki's freedom and Megumi's peace of mind HMMM
I think it's pretty clear Yuuta has a favourite. He's full on giving greater big brother vibes than Choso.
Yuuta: Maki says I play favorites with the first years but it isn’t true. I love Megumi and all the non-Megumis equally.
#see I love Yuuta’s place in the main canon because in season one he’s just this guy who’s talked about wistfully by everyone around#he’s the only one Megumi respects#todo considers him and him alone a worthy rival#he’s the one that Inumaki is soft for#and I just love the idea of finally meeting him and he’s just this eternal big brother to the prickly emo one out of them#Yuuta: *slinging an arm around Megumi’s shoulder companionably*#megumi: *accepting this casually and not tearing his head off for it*#yuuji: how is that son of a bitch doing it#I like to imagine that Yuuta in canon is constantly texting the other first years about whats going on and having a panic attack from Africa#maki: megumi finally made a friend#Yuuta: !!!!!#maki: who died in front of him on the first mission#yuuta: What#maki: wait the friend is alive again#yuuta: hes What?????? It’s been months#maki: idk they had him in a box or something#yuuta: they kept him in a box???#maki: maybe he was somewhere else before the box I wasn’t really paying attention#maki: update the higher ups are trying to kill the friend again#yuuta: maki I will fly back there#maki: no no don’t Megumi is trying to kill the Kamo heir with an elephant over this I want to see if he can#maki: brb special grades attacking#yuuta: MAKI MAKI ANSWER YOUR PHONE#yuuta: inumaki I need updates please tell me what’s going on#inumaki: 🍙🍙!! 🍙🍙🍙!!!! 🍙🍙🍙🍙!!!#Yuuta sobbing: inumaki I know you can text normally this stopped being funny months ago what is happening#maki: okay we’re not dead. pretty sure the Kamo heir was making a pass at fushiguro the entire time. he survived the elephant. baseball now.#Yuuta: maki explain your words explain#yuuta tríes to confíscate the first years and take them to Africa with him but Miguel refuses to accept more children
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here to once again complain about ft and just the. existence of irene & being the mother of erza, which subsequently didn't matter at all after that arc ended. im scratching my head still at the prospect of giving erza an on-page mother, especially so late in the story with no build up outside the arc. idk if im making this up but i remember reading that it wasn't intentional at first, but irene ended up looking so much like erza that it was implemented in the story. i think thats dumb and stupid and boring and dumb!! fair warning that i barely acknowledge irene and erza's familial relation, any development is going be heavily canon-divergent & full of my own tweaks in regards to irene and her story..
#ooc.#ummm yeah and also irene sticking around in wendy was weird too its just ??? like why.#did anything even prove to be important about that outside of a “power upgrade” that couldve been accomplished another way#genuine question btw bc i dont even read 100yq and the last arcs of the main story are fuzzy#and this is coming from ME BTW??? I LOOOVE FAMILIAL ANGST & TENSION. opposing sides wouldve been SO delicious. but in the#end she ended up just??? confessing she's always loved her daughter and could never kill her--would rather DIE than do kill her#seemed so weird bc she was sooo cruel before the fight. literally 0 empathy in that noggin. and GOOD FOR HER!#idk that fight wouldve been better imo if it was these two ppl who felt so righteous & strong in their beliefs that they moved past being#related to each other. which erza did i think?? bc that person may have birthed her but she was never her mother or family.#that doesnt even work tho bc the only person who rlly Felt that familial connection was irene. they were literally strangers theres barely#a unique tension that it brings. it was just like any other fight..#erza had already found that family somewhere else. blood ties mean little to erza tbqh! and that holds strong with her past??#why couldnt irene match her freak.#also to have irene be THE creator of dragon slayer AND be a literaly dragon for 400(?) YEARS#AND THAT DOES NOTHING TO ERZA??? HELLOOOO#GIVE THAT BITCH HORNS OR SOMETHING GODDD#SO STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID
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came to the realization that i'm probably always gonna be the ugly friend
#or maybe its just that my friend is gorg so i pale in comparison (she is. and i probably do)#might be a good thing in hindsight cause that means dudes will leave me alone for the most part#even though there were also a couple dudes bothering me tonight but not as much as they were bothering my friend#but then again like. drunk dudes at clubs will try to fuck anyone#actually nvm scratch that im more than happy to be the ugly friend if that means creepy dudes will leave me alone#anyway. i was literally about to throw hands more than once like LEAVE MY FRIEND ALONE BITCH#there was a man who asked her multiple times if she wanted shots and she said no every time like HOW MANY TIMES DOES SHE HAVE TO SAY IT#GET IT THROUGH THAT THICK SKULL OF YOURS BUDDY.#also. at some point i had to drag my friend somewhere else bc there was a dude who i think touched my ass a few times.....GROSS.#i still had fun though#there were a couple times where i was dancing and throwing it back and my friend would come up behind me and get SO close WHRBWBEHW#i kept thinking girl.... if you weren't straight and didn't hate being touched i could've done much worse 😌 jkjk#anyway that was my night. it's almost 7 am holy shit goodnight 💋#raquel speaks
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just found out that some people apparently think milo murphy's law is transmisogynistic, perry is bad ace rep because he's ace as the "safe" option for queer rep, dan and swampy are bigots who shoehorn all of their queerphobic rhetoric into all of their media, and that phineas and ferb was a bigot's paradise all along... it's joever
#i just find it ironic considering a whole lot of dwampyverse fans are queer and enjoy what the shows have given us#and are appreciative of perry being ace rep#i never once thought of any of this in a negative light before#but the video i just watched (which is like. 30 minutes of reaching and has 18k likes) just frustrates me#i personally dont think the krill hunter episode was a jab at trans people and instead was just a deliberate joke about cis men#but i guess people think otherwise? idk#the only thing i ever found questionable at all in any dwampyverse thing was the tokyo segment of summer belongs to you#just... sigh... i guess im not allowed to enjoy dwampyverse content as a queer person of color anymore...#pack it up everyone... it's over#i have so many reasons for why i disagree with a majority of these takes but#ive already spoken about it so much elsewhere and its 7 in the morning and i feel physically drained#from reading about first world white queer discourse about non-issues#had to shake out the last of the ranting somewhere to feel at ease now im going back to sleep#wish pain from my operated foot didnt wake me up at 4am and my cat didnt keep me awake now i feel so chronically online#ria.txt#work has been a bitch but ill hopefully post art stuff soon...#though after the whole hacking thing i feel like restarting this blog#tags are longer than the actual post sorry im tired and yelling into the void
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i wish the person who runs the haveyouseenthishorrormovie blog didnt insist on adding their bad movie opinions to every poll so i could actually reblog them without having to fear someone thinking i agree with those braindead takes <\3 alas
#sorry i had to be a bitch about this somewhere#its their blog and their rules but its a shame#negativity cw#idk in case someone blacklists that#this is deeply not serious btw i am rly just bitching#but for a horror blog this person sounds like they dont watch horror half the time
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Fml. I have mental illnesses for real fhat arent just garden variety anxiety and depression <- sorry it turned into a vent/rant in the tags. The perilous poster
#THIS IS NOTHING IM FINE !!!#i just had to remember earlier that sometimes i dont get to be myself#and i drove through my ahit moms town for no reason#and we got a kitten and of course i feel like the only one reasonably concerned#so idk if my concerns are valid or if im overreacting and i dont know how much of my worry is justified#what if im just being a party pooper?#ANDDDD on top of that i dont know where the kitten is rn. and its fine. ots fine#but my mind keeps flashing me images of him stuck somewhere or hurt or somethinf#and i was supposed to be watching him but i left to make food#but my family keeps going 'oh lets do a small trip' so i dont add anything to the list#and then they get a bunch of bs and i dont get any food#WE DONT NEED COSMIC BROWNIES MAN I NEED TO EAT A REAL MEAL THAT MAKES ME FULL PLEASE GOD#and our older cat hates the kitten and im worried the stress is gonna kill him because hes fucking 19#agghh aaghhhhhhh and i cant keep up with everyone and im overwhelmed and i think im just like#upset because i havnt had real food but fuck man idk what to do about that#i coukd bike down to the store and get a sandwich#but my stupid brain keeps going 'if you leave the kitten will die and its your fault'#even though thats not fuckong correct#and i just. aaghhh. aaghhhhhh#and im overheatinf rn but i cant go to my room bc aforementioned kitten desth prophecies#and i. just. aaghhhh ghhhhrrhhhh ghrrrr#im fine im fine i just need to complain i need to be a bitch#ANDDD im tired cause i coulsnt sleep which isng helping#god ive been having a bunch of panic attacks lately too i stopped having them so much after quitting school
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